She ruled my life I am 48 years old and for forty years, I allowed my mother to rule my life. When I was a kid, she had a fierce temper and I got scared. I resolved at an early age to avoid her wrath, and since I am a pretty smart person I was [...]
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She ruled my life
Posted by Cristy on December 18th, 2008
Posted in Motherhood 
Tags: children, forty years, god, insight, judgment, little contact, living my life, marker, mother, relationships, smart person, stern, temper, voice in my head, western calendar, wrath, y2k 
1 Comment »Even though I am married now
Posted by Cristy on December 14th, 2008
Even though I am married now My mother is very controlling. She likes to still control my life. Even though I am married now, she still tells me what I should do. She likes to tell me what I should or shouldn’t eat. She looks at me with very disappointed eyes when she finds out [...]
She still controls me
Posted by Cristy on December 5th, 2008
She still controls me I twenty seven years of age and I no have not lived in my mother’s home for nearly ten years. Yet it amazes me how she can still control me. She calls me to chat at least once a day, only to complain about the way I live my life. I [...]
Worthless
Posted by Cristy on December 4th, 2008
Worthless My mother has decided that because I’m not finished with college yet at the age of twenty-five, I’m basically worthless. I have no degree, I’m not married, I have no children, and in her eyes, there is no purpose in my existence except for entertainment purposes when she ridicules me in front of other [...]
Her tricks
Posted by Cristy on December 3rd, 2008
Her tricks I am a 38 year old female who fell into my controlling mothers tricks again .When I was young she would tell me I could not do anything right .She yelled and screamed and occasionally hit me when she was having a bad day .I was so scared that I didn’t learn to [...]
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